Uhhh my mental health. Maybe you arent affected by consuming problematic media but I genuinely get so depressed after seeing hate, even when it’s something like a cis man playing a transwoman. I’m just sensitive I guess.

I dont think the pain is my fault, or the fault of my thoughts, though. Things that hurt me do so for a reason, not because I assume everything is xenophobic. It’s just true that a LOT really is.